So I'm sure anyone who reads this (if anyone does) is aware I am in my second year at uni.
If you weren't aware then you are now *wink
Anyway, when your coming to the end of the academic year the work piles on and the stresses rise to the point where even someone whispering in the next room can get on your nerves.
I have been a grouch lately, I had a deadline last Tuesday and was stressing right up until the night before.
This is going somewhere I promise... well... I hope!
Anyway, I realised today that I was stressing over one of the small deadlines... I realised that I only had two things due and both were finished in plenty of time. Now I am really starting to panic... I've got an essay on the 11th to get out the way and then four deadlines on the 19th *shock horror!!
Why do they do that???
Who is the mean git that says.. "oh do you know what would be good! we can give them a big deadline break between November and march then BAM! throw it all on them in may just before they finish"
I found the answer this question on Tuesday... the answer is a tweed twin suit, loafer wearing, bike riding git...!
I don't know if the true hate is coming across but believe me the struggle is real!
She hates me... full blown hates me! Im sure your all agree with me when I say im pretty perfect (joke) so what is there to hate??
I mean... I do occasionally whisper in her lecture, and my phone makes a fart noise on the chair when it vibrates and makes me giggle occasionally but all my other lecturers seem to have coped and may even like me?
I've always been naughty at school and the fact that I am at least trying to be good and she still hates be is infuriating... if this year wasn't so important then I would be really tempted to show her just how naughty I used to be in school and see how she likes that!!
Oh no!! My laptops dyinggggggggggggg....
I'm back...
where was I?
Oh yeah... Caroline! Grrr that women angers me... I am going to pass this year just to spite her and move to bath spa to get the hell away!
I suppose this whole time you've probably been thinking "if you're so worried about your deadlines why are you writing a stupid blog post about nothing when you could be doing it?" the answer to that question is simple!
My brain is fried... burnt chips style... I have sat and stared at my computer screen today for far to long just thinking about how much "I cant do this" and convincing myself I need a drink, food maybe or that I definitely just heard the dog barking to go out.
I am hoping that by not concentrating on my work for a little while I can find my brain and cool it off a little as I write rubbish for you... whoever you may be.
Just before I go... I feel that I should inform you that I have written this blog post whilst sitting in a sea of 23 (yes I did just count them) books.....
The struggle is real guys!
Just me,
Em x
